HI! It's Sunday morning and I am killing time before I leave for Ft. Wayne. I am going over for a meeting that Rhonda is having with the Ft. Wayne stores. She is going to anounce that she is closing a store...it is so sad! A year ago we were thriving and then she took on Luv2 and it has been a steady downhill since. I know this is for the best and I am hoping it helps bring back our stores and restore her faith, I know she is feeling beat up, depressed and just blah so hopefully this will help!

I have to say I was having a good week until Friday morning. I talked to Christy on last Saturday...broke down and cried, I really thought they were gonna close my store and I have been a little depressed over the thought of it, but she assured me she hasn't heard that rumor so I felt a lot better. Then I had to go back for that mammogram that I just figured would be a big fat nothing. WRONG!! There are 2 lumps and I have an appointment with a surgeon on the 3rd of May to schedule a biopsy to rule out cancer. Well that hit me like a ton of bricks!! I spent most of Friday crying and finally told Ken Saturday night after his birthday dinner.....I am VERY scared! Luckily I have a wonderful support system and I know whatever happens I will survive....it's just not knowing that is so hard!

Well I am gonna run and get ready to go.....only one more week and Darla will be here! I am very excited about that!